Well it’s been a while since my last post, but I’ve had a lot going on lately. That and the fact that I just haven’t been motivated to put my thoughts into words. Well I’m finally fed up with stuff and need to vent. Lets start from the beginning though, what’s been going on…. Last big thing that went on was I moved into the new apartment. Well it’s pretty much gone down hill from there. The apartment is good, but there is the insistent banging of doors and stupid playing of music with bass that’s loud enough to possibly weld metal together from the vibrations (which fortunately has somewhat subsided with the change in weather, although now that it’s getting warm again, who knows).
My grandpa passed away on September 11th. That was a big deal for me because he, like my dad, was one of the few people I admire a lot. It was actually quite fitting that he died on September 11th, because he was all about our country. He loved the flag and did a lot to fight for it, from his service in WWII to his service in the American Legion up until he died.
Less than two weeks later, April’s Grandpa passed away, so I was off to yet another funeral. The funeral was in Ripley, WV, so we were there for a few days that weekend. I was glad that I was able to be with her, because she was right there with me a week or so earlier. I was also glad to be there for her Mom and Dad.
After I came back from that it’s just been non stop school work. I am so frustrated because I don’t understand my stats stuff and there’s an EE class I don’t have a clue in. It doesn’t help that I am so burnt out that I just don’t care anymore. To top it off yesterday I started coming down with a cold. I feel like shit and I still have stats homework to do tonight before class tomorrow. School is just really getting me down anymore. What really bothers me is my plan for after graduation is to go get my MBA at either Kent or Akron, but if I’m this burnt out will I continue to be burnt out through graduate school? I love work, but I never have any time to be there or get anything done there. I’m either doing school work or in class.
Well I’d better go try to understand this stats stuff (it won’t happen), I don’t know what I’m going to do about how I’m feeling lately, but I need to do something because I definitely won’t be getting the grades I want if this keeps up.